In the meantime I've been grappling with the best way to sum up my time in Ghana. It's bloody near impossible. In the end I decided to use my pictures and my friends' pictures and (mostly) other people's words in an attempt to show the year....this messy, infuriating, saddening, maddening, absolutely incredible eight months. And yes, it is smarmy at times, and a tad sentimental.... But that is what goodbyes are for, no?
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"In your honeymoon stage, your arrival in a new country is characterized by initial enthusiasm, lots of energy, excitement...it's fantastic."
-a handbook on "intercultural effectiveness" that JHR trainers received before they arrived in Accra, October 2007
photo by Brennan Leffler
photo by Hannah Zitner
photo by Sophie Nicholls
"You think it's tough now? Come to Africa." - Liberian rapper Afrikan Boy, from M.I.A.'s song "Hussle"

photo by Peterking Quaye
"I think there's no denying that JHR is a little redundant at JOY FM these days." - a JOY FM colleague to me when I was about three months into my placement
"I am totally useless here! I need to come home!'
-me in countless emails, texts and phone calls to my boyfriend
"Those insignificant gestures which put a smile on a strangers' face make the greatest difference. Lots of love." - my JOY FM colleague Stevo in a text message
"Dance like nobody's watching...."-I forget

"Greeting cards routinely tell us everybody deserves love. No. Everybody deserves clean water. Not everybody deserves love all the time.”- Zadie Smith
photo by Sophie Nicholls

photo by Sophie Nicholls
"Thank you for making me feel like a human being."
-my colleague Emmanuel, writing an inscription to me in a book he wrote
"It's funny....to feel so lonely in a place where there are so many people around you...all the time..."
-me to about six different people at various times....
"I'm still not sure about you, God. The world seems to spin faster and faster out of control, like a twisted merry go 'round, operated by a demented psycho. There seems to be a certain randomness to it, like nobody's actually in control at all. So here's the deal: change the balance. give the poor a break. Send them rain, responsible leaders, brilliant doctors and scientists. Send the west a little fear, drought, pestilence and fire." - My friend, colleague, confidant and travelling companion Brennan Leffler
photo by Sophie Nicholls
"What the hell is wrong with this place?"
-everyone at various times
"Africa is to be pitied, worshipped or dominated." - from "How to Write About Africa" by Binyavanga Wainaina
http://www.granta.com/Magazine/92/How-to-Write-About-Africa/1
"Charity doesn’t seem like a very sustainable way to help someone, but sometimes people can’t wait for a sustainable solution. Sometimes people just need something to get through the day and tomorrow they will deal with what is thrown at them. Being intelligent and working hard doesn’t guarantee you a job. People who are successful are those who have family or friends who are able to help; people to send them money or get them a job. Others take it one day at a time and hope that that their luck will change."
-JHR trainer Nichole Huck
photo by Brennan Leffler
"Journalists must tell real life stories and must be practical. They must write on current issues for people to know whether their lives are changing for better or worse." Mr Stephen Asamoah-Boateng, Minister of Information and National Orientation
"Former UN Secretary General Busummuru Kofi Annan on Tuesday reminded Members of Parliament that words could soothe or inflame, calm or incite and, therefore, as leaders they had to exhibit maturity and play by the rules of decent campaigning."
- article from http://www.myjoyonline.com/, July 2007
"Well ladies, I guess that's it. Shit. What now?"
-My roommate, Hannah sends us a text message before she flies out of Ghana
"I know what you mean. I have the need to go "home" but I don't even know where home is..."
-my dear Bea Houston, email, October 29th 2007
"The best part about leaving Ghana? Being anonymous again..."
"The worst part? Coming home."
-JHR colleague Doug Murray
I have some words for some people. Thanks to my JHR colleagues and my dear ones who kept in touch from home while I was away. Whenever I felt like those wild dogs Sanity and Logic were ducking away from me round the corner, you helped me grab the leashes and pull them back. I love you. Thank you to everyone who supported me so I could come here. I tried my best. And thank you so much to my friends in Ghana. It has been such a pleasure working with you and drinking with you and eating, eating, eating with you and getting to know you a little. I'm going to miss you like hell.






